Emotions

So went the title of a Mariah Carey song back in the 90s. I don't remember the lyrics nor do i remember what it was all about.

Clouds on the horizon or silver lining ?

I'm not a very expressive person. Don't display emotions too much. I never cried during emotional scenes in movies. Its not that i didn't connect with the movie or anything. Its just that i didn't feel too emotionally attached to whatever i was watching.

But then something changed. Did it have something with Dad passing away ?

I've now cried more in the past 12 months than in the past 30 odd years. I've had these bouts of hugely emotional experiences and i really don't know why.